I've sat by this window
so many long days and nights
yearning for so much more
...I was ment for more then this

to have the life of a superstar
runway model, cover girl...
a life so fucking glamorous
to have all you've ever dreamed of

I wish for someday to leave it all
to have much more then my simple life
to make something out of nothing
to get somewhere and be proud

a dream of many...so numerous
selfish and materialized
for me most likely impossible
I don't have the face for that....

maybe someday..if I dream long enough
I'll have all that I long for...
and I hope to have you by my side...
if not...all this means nothing.....

-Heather