I think I'm finally going crazy
unstable moods frequently changing
nothing in the world can save me
sanity gone straight to hell

nothing seems worth it
so far now from perfect
bloodclots from tourniquets
fastened at my wrists

hearing noises in the night
coming after theres no light
will something get me...it just might..
I'd better close my eyes

laughing, screaming, now I'm crying
losing grip...keep on trying
now I fear that I am dying
goodbye to sanity, to you.

-Heather